- Your Own Disaster '04So I hadn't had ANY time to myself for over two weeks. I mean, seriously--even when I sleep, I get woke up by screaming Gabriel (Who I still love) or drunken/high idiots. I'm always at work, Kelli's, or my mom's. Last night I fuckin' had it. I just left--I didn't tell anyone bye. My dad called me 20 times and Kelli called me twice. My grandmother called once. I went to Andrea. It shows who matters, right? Trace claims he called me back....and I care about Trace, but don't believe a fucking word he says anymore. Moving on, I was pretty shocked Eric actually replied to my request, but f course--we didn't get to hang out either. I guess it's okay because a lot of it is the fact I haven't had any time to myself. I quit taking my pills last week. >.< And my mom was talking to me yesterday and I just started crying. I know I cry like all the time and it's pretty damn annoying. It's just mom, Krista, Kelli/Gabriel, and work is kicking my ass. So today I devouted time to me :) I took a list of my favorite things and did them.
Bike ride: ended in a flat tire.
I jogged for thirty-forty minutes and ended up at a park in a swing.
I went to the swing and I soared.
I listened to music.
I drink chai. <3
I petted my babies, who I desperately miss lately.
I watched a few cartoons.
I cleaned my room.
I wrote some in my story and sent Eric a fb msg to ask for more info. I'm so crossing my fingers he understands this.
I took TWO showers today. <3
I had dino nuggets. lol.
I left people happy/I adore you wall posts, photo comments, myspace comments, etc.
I texted Barbie. She makes me happy. Extremely happy. :)
And now I'm going to read Wicked some more until I fall asleep (Yeah I know I should be done by now--if you don't understand, you can suck my balls). I was going to write until 12 but this shit is so complicated. I read somewhere that people who write novels usually write in 15 minute intervals anyway.
I need to start working on my submissions for the Ecclectic. Ugh. Deadline will be here before I know it.
I love you all
Goodnight
x0x0
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